All 7 parts of this assignment require that I use no abstraction, no generalization, no summary, no analysis, and no interpretation. I am simply to write from the senses in the present. In part one I have awoken in a room in my home other than the bedroom, full of anxiety over an illusive anxious dream.
The stark late afternoon sunlight almost blinds me as it streams directly through my sleepy eyelids from the open window. The sickening sweet smell of perfumes that are not meant to be combined tingles my nose hairs. The garrish hot pink bedspread is definately not mine. Where am I? The sleeping pitbull on the bed next to me farts loudly, momentarily replacing the horrid perfume smell with a distinct pungent aroma. My brain feels fuzzy and my eyes have trouble focusing on the things around me. I hear construction noises and children playing through the open window. There is undescernable chatter coming from somewhere else in the house beyond the closed door. Scattered across every table in the room are open makeup containers and jewelry. My eyes begin to gain focus and I observe brightly colored rubber bracelets in every hue of the color spectrum, tangled silver necklaces tossed aside in frustration, single earings, and black hair bands everywhere. The off white vanity is losing it's battle with age and it's paint crackles and is missing in places. Areas of the vanity are coated with brightly colored eye shadows and blushes from hurried applications earlier in the day. I feel a tingling sensation creeping up the base of my neck as I try to focus on earlier events, but my mind doesn't seem to be functioning well enough to remember yet. As I rise to leave the room, my head spins and I find myself looking down at a lone patch of carpet, barely visible through the piles of stuffed animals and dirty clothes. The smells in the room are making me even more dizzy and I am forced to sit down on the bed again. There are shelves full of dusty knick knacks, photos tilted at absurd angles in their mismatched frames, and posters full of blood red writing I can't seem to make out covering most of the upper wall space. A spider web grows menacingly in the corner above the closet, which seems to have suffered some kind of recent explosion, it's contents spilling out on to the already cluttered piles on the floor. I reach up to run a hand through my hair and find a chunk of it missing, replaced by a large mound of some sort. That worries me a little. I know I am at home, but can't seem to place where. An anxious feeling fills me as pieces of a dream float just beyond my mental grasp. I lay back down and close my eyes, with the hope that this is just part of the elusive dream and when I wake again the world will have righted itself, but sleep doesn't want to come. The construction noise from outside grows louder. Is it getting closer? The voices byond the door are yelling now, but the words are still undiscernable through the wooden barrier. The still sleeping dog snorts then chases something in his sleep, scratching my arm with his claws. I open my eyes and scan the room again. There must be something to trigger a memory, something I have overlooked.
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